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Thursday, May 04, 2006

Thu, 04 May 2006 18:21:32 GMT

What's wrong with the "ligh at the end of the tunnel" concept? Life could be totally miserable with tons of unexpected, tragic events.As what my friend said I want my sliver lining too. Emotionally unstable can kill you in your career, but being emotional and no way to relief your feelings could be a slient killer. It's like a hidden bomb in you.

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Bruins Batter Tigers

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 08:33:09 GMT

7:30-9:30 I ate mongolian hot pot with Janice at Hilton Plaza. We may have ordered too many dishes. At the end, we tried very hard to finish the remaining dishes, but we still couldn't finish them.We were very very full.

9:30. What a great news! UCLA Bruins battered LSU Tigers, and the UCLA men's basketball team is going to the national basketball semi-final. The last time that UCLA won the national men's college-basketball-championship was back in 1995. UCLA is going for a record of the twelveth national title verse Flordia on the coming monday.I really hope UCLA will win the national basketball championship this year.

GO BRUINS....GO BRUINS...

Dinner with Brothers and Sisters from our fellowship

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 05:53:20 GMT

I had dinner with brothers and sisters from fellowship in Baccaoill on Saturday night. We had nice conversation. We sang birthday song, ate birthday cake, made birthday wish, took pictures. I really enjoyed my time with the fellowhip people...

I got my birthday present--a very cute electronic dog with build in speaker... Thank you for all of you who particpated and organized the birthday event .I am sure that it is one of my unforgettable birthday. It's nice to know you guys, and I hope that it is a great place that we will spiritually grow in God. Thank you !!

Women are Weak? Or I am Weak?

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 10:20:58 GMT

Do you think that women are weak? I came up with this question in my mind when I talked to one of our church members last Sunday. Are women weak? I don¡¦t know the answer, but one thing that I am pretty sure. I am weak. I am not brave enough in every single way. When there exists peer pressure, I am not brave enough to stand up and say that I am a Christian. When I have to fight for my grade, I am not brave enough to fight for it. When my boyfriend is not around me, I need someone else to help me and comfort me. When I need more female friends to share my feelings, I am not brave enough to make friends with them. Dear heavenly father, please give me strength to be brave enough to overcome all these weaknesses. For you nothing is impossible and unachievable. I might be the weakest one in the entire group, please comfort me and give me your strength and courage. I need your strength to fight for my life.

Tony, I miss you!!

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 08:11:48 GMT

Tony, You are the best. I hope you are really the perfect match for me, and we can be together ever after. I will trust you all the time, not lie to you, have faith in you, treat you as my master, stand up for you, spiritually grow with you. Thank you God for bringing you into my life. I am really blessed. I love you and miss you.

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Choosing the Church

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 18:38:46 GMT

There is no church that could perfectly fit you. I am thinking all the churches that I have attended congregations, Evergreen, CCAC, COCCBC, New life, IFCBC, CBMC, Pasadena First Baptist Church and etc?I am tired of switching different churches. Where will be my finial home and destiny? I really like Evergreen’s Sunday worship. They have awesome bands and music. I feel so touched and fulfilled in the service. I am not sure if I should go to Evergreen Sunday congregation again. I would rather singing more worship songs than just sitting there for an entire of two or three hours. I am not sure which way for me to worship God is better? (These are just my thoughts. Nothing is personal)

Knowing and Believing in God ??

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 11:07:55 GMT

Satan knows God too, but he doesn't have salvation. Knowing God doesn't mean salvation. Salvation includes the whole processes of self surrender and build up.In fact, devoting ourselves loving God, listen to his words, worship him with our humble heart will make God smile. Offering yourself to God is what worship all about. Self surrender including consecration, making Jesus Lord, taking up one's own cross, dying to self, yielding to the Spirit. Barriers which may block our totally surrender to God including pride, fear and confusion. Surrender is the fundamental process to rebuild the relationship with God.Without the self surrender, we will remain as what we used to be ------ sinners